Wasted the whole day at home today.
UT is coming soon, after school?

I was at home today, and I wondered what I could be doing if I'm still with you.
Playing with the dog, out on errands with you and watching tv.
At least I won't feel that my day is wasted. (:
I miss girl-girl.

But I'm not happy, I feel this heavy feeling inside me when I thought of you.
Feels like a burden.
I immediately made myself better by feeling comfortable,
sitting on my mom's bed with my lappy and watching tv.

Maybe I just miss the routine life I had.
And I miss the dog.
___

Oh yes.
Never ever look for love online. Never ever.
I've added this guy from my FB.
SIM student, so I thought he could be educated enough not to be a pervert/ stalker/whatever.
He was so persistent to webcam with me,
when I asked him if he had a webcam, he didn't have.
Meaning? Only want to see my face.
If I look okay to him, he'll continue talking to me.
If I don't, don't even bother being friends.

Furthermore, my default settings didn't show ppl I have a webcam.
I told him off because I already told him I'm fucking busy for tml's UT
and he insisted on webcaming, and I got irritated.
He said good-bye but I blocked him first.

SIM should really kick such people out.

27 January 90 / Aquarius
RP / Integrated Events Mgt

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.